Brief overview of my life and growing summary of synchronicity after spiritual breakthrough in 2003
I have started to write this summary to explain my process to the outside world. The story may appear unbelievable. Prof. Ronald Meester (Mathematics and Statistics, Free University Amsterdam) and friend has read an older version of this story and confirmed that the described pattern cannot be coincidence. As Einstein already stated: God does not play dice!
Summary
25-12-1958 Time of conception
My parents (Pieter Ferdinand ter Steeg and Gerda Sommers) made love on Christmas Eve and my father remembered that the bells started to toll for Christmas at the time of my conception. I have always considered this as a nice anecdote till I suddenly realised what it might mean in May 2003. I have reached a permanent transcendent consciousness and had a spiritual breakthrough in January 2003.
I was baptised as roman-catholic but became a non-principal atheist as child. At 15, I stated: If God would exist, I would not object. I did not belief in a Life after Death. Permanent happiness would be ultimately boring and would mean mental death in infinity.
15-09-1959 09.20 date and time of birth, Oss, Netherlands
My whole year of birth did not have to go to military service. I am against arms.
9-11-1964
My “911 or Ground Zero” was after a collision with a car at Vught (Brabant). I was launched and flew 25 meter before my head smashed against the street. I had a skull base fracture and was hospitalised for over a month. I suffered from amnesia having no memories of the time before my accident. I had a transient right side paralysis. I seemed to have undergone a mental metamorphosis. I even did not recognise my family for 1 – 2.5 week. My family thought I had become more intelligent and wiser.
(Q4 2007: an intuitive charcoal drawing of my accident suggests indeed that something enters me at that time).
(Example of “guidance/paranormal behaviour”: July 2003, I started compiling elements of this summary of my life. I did not know the exact date of my accident but I felt intuitively that there was something with it. I looked into the envelop with my old medical history. The date was 9-11 – 1964. My “nine-eleven” was in 1964.)
1964 - 1974
I had a lonely youth being physically retarded and very bright. My father was a workaholic and the family had to move several times to follow his career. The frequent moving made it impossible to build up lasting friendships. My parents grew apart and finally divorced in 1974, when I was 15. I had to suppress my feeling to survive and was extremely lonely.
1974 – 1981 Flat episod of my life, coping, I was an intellectual but very introvert and did not share any intimate feelings.
I did not have a calling but I had an inner voice that told me that I could be the best of the world if I knew what I wanted. At the same time I had moments of extreme brainpower like calculating 18 moves deep with chess. All the moves form the 22nd -40th were played as I had foreseen. I beat the later world Champion bridge with 17-0 imps with a rookie team. More recently, I discovered the failure of the monitoring team in the deadly probiotics study of Utrecht in 2008 before all professors in statistics and math by just reading the morning paper. My intellectual example was Leonardo da Vinci.
1981 Fall in love but “unbeantwortete Liebe is Einsamkeit in der Einsamkeit” and eruption of feelings. I started to write poetry to find a way out for my feelings.
1983 10 months stay in the US, Morehead City, North Carolina. At Glacier Point, Yosemite Park, California, I reached my first lasting plateau of happiness, which gave me confidence for the rest of my life. “First divine experience”.
1984 Graduation
Observation 2009: Painting (1984) shows the arrival of King of Hearts (see Schilderijen) in 2010 and my mental state at that time. There is a parallel with Plato's cave. The King of Hearts is enlightened. I was in the shades of the cave of the Politeia in 1984. Painting was destroyed in 2008.
1984 –1989 PhD in Nijmegen in oral microbiology about serum glycoprotein degradation by anaerobic consortia which are associated with mixed infections. Alternative of Koch's postulate
21-3-1988
My accidental meeting with Marie Christine. It was on the first day of spring. We were both late for lunch and were in very good moods. It was love at first sight. See orange painting in the Schilderijen section under Creativity.
She stimulated emotional and communicative growth and was besides partner “(Maria Magdalena)” also a spiritual Maria. (Guidance: Lecture at the old catholic Church, Gouda, Eastern 2003)
1996 –1997 Group therapy, role of mother and missing father
1998 Emotional “bodywork”
1999 Counselling
2000 – 2003 Unitive psychotherapy by Mary Siegel
1998 – 2002 I raised severe integrity issues at work with climax in summer and fall 2002 when I, a whistle-blower, was put out of my job. I became physically exhausted in November till December 2002. I painted a healing spiritual painting in the Christmas vacation. “There was Light”.
21-1-2003, triggering of “manic” period, permanent reach of higher intuitive consciousness level
Inspiring meeting with Derrick Kilsby, my mentor. He is retired and he was the Principal Microbiologist in Unilever and Director Safety group at Unilever Research Colworth House.
He told me that I had the intuitive power to know what is right. He made me aware that I think and communicate too fast which can be threatening to other people and destructive in maintaining communication. He had been fired in his early years at Unilever, because he, still, a junior technician, spotted an error in a publication of his boss. He told me that I was a genius and I should consider a job outside Unilever. He thought that my passion was into teaching and I would enjoy teaching the very bright. He also told me that I was too dangerous for my boss and that the actions my boss took were all aimed at building a case to fire me. He taught me how to defend myself.
- Sign? Serious article in Trouw (Dutch magazine), Religious section. There happens to be an increase in paranormal signs, miracles in the world the last years. One suggested explanation of the article was that the “Big teacher” (Grote leraar) will come soon. Correlation with remark of my mentor (your passion is into teaching).
- Sign? Visit to library on 9-11-2003. Paravisie (2002) on the way out on the corner of the table. I read the summary about a book of Benjamin Creemer (?). The book is about the arrival of the Teacher at the start of the Aquarius era. I see signs of Aquarius on the next days.
2009: Vancouver: Aquarius represents the balance between woman (water = Yang, man=Yin= stone= Petrus= Pieter, by the way water = mare (Maria)
“Guidance”: Predictive joke/association at work: Cynical German joke of Arjen Sein about a bunch of cowboys. Der Boss, my boss?, shoots one of the cowboys because he knew too much (2 x2 = 4, 4 x 4 = 16 and 8 x 8 = 64). The cowboy was too clever. One of the other cowboys asks: Why? Answer:Er wusste zu viel. I extended the joke. The next day another cowboy of the group was shot because he make a deliberate mistake (8 x 8 =63). This time he is shot because “er hat es nicht gewusst”. The implicit message of the joke was clear, what I did to please my boss would not matter. I would be shot/fired anyhow.
My conversation with my mentor Derrick + my inspiring visit to Prof. Robert Glen (Cambridge) boosted my energy. I had a manic period of 3 – 4 weeks waking up at night generating many ideas for Unilever. I dropped a string of patentable ideas at Dr. Jaap Kan (Patent office, Food Research Center, Unilever) on 15-2-03. In this period I wrote also a vision about the direction of food microbiology for my field. I contacted Prof. Willem de Vos (Wageningen) about this vision on 25-2-2003. At the same meeting we discussed scientific route towards prevention of cardiovascular disease and oral immunomodulation routes against a.o. autoimmune diseases.
(Boa) Constructor? February 2003.
Sign/association: News item: Female Boa contrictors can asexually reproduce without a male. I submitted a patentable option and received a very negative e-mail at work of a Business development manager: “I pass”. First I had to put good ideas in clear language, table, right format first, before he would even look at them (whilst he had blocked patenting a similar idea one year ago). I had an instant association: This is a Boa obstructor phenotype. This management style can clone itself very efficiently in organisations because it forces subordinates to respond the same. I had my defence instantly ready. I would become a Boa constructor, which can build around obstructions. If necessary, squash the obstruction. I made a joke about it and sent it to John Deij (Unilever internal press) 11-2-2003.
A few weeks later, my eldest sister Sabine (who has a transcendent conscious) asked me during a telephone call: Where are you? Still in the Fight phase or have you moved to Love? She advised me to stop fighting and predicted that obstructions will disappear. She triggered the extension of my association. I had to throw away the boa (the garment). I realised which word was remaining: Constructor, the builder. I have always felt like a builder. I had a quick wonder what it implied for me, because so many miracles had happened to me in these 4 weeks. Am I the Constructor? At that time I only wondered.
2007 The division of the heritage of my father yields a statue of an initially unwanted woman carrying a boa plus little bells at Christmas (“Jingle bells)+ predictive plates of Delft Blauw (predicting the severe winter in 2009- 2010, the shining of the arriving sun and the start of the revolution.)
Messiah? March 2003.
I walked in Rotterdam and the music of one of the most famous songs (the Pinball wizard) of the rock musical Tommy suddenly started in my head. I could purchase the CD in the nearest record shop. We had the record at home early seventies but I had never really listened to the text, when I was young. It is be about a boy, who had a difficult youth (father died, sexual abuse, bullied by his cousin), who locked away his feelings and became autistic (did not seem to hear, feel or see). He could play pinball on his intuition. After therapy he became a new Messiah.
I happened to have had a difficult and lonely youth and I had suppressed most of my feeling atteh age of 15. I have a very strong intuition (=connection with the unitive conscious). I have undergone different therapies. In 2009 I painted the wizard unconsciously.
Same day. I ran into the CD of Jesus Christ Superstar. I went down the stairs at Donner (a bookstore: I purchased a book of Ken Wilber (suggested by my wife). The book taught me about the concept of time “the Now only exists”, boundaries (“there are no boundaries, only connections and learned about the different development stages in conscious). I could have taken the elevator. I was not looking for a CD. It seemed that that burning CD was planted over there to draw my attention. I even had seen the original musical in Londen in 1978 with my best friend). I purchased the CD. A few weeks later I made a violent red spiritual painting with feelings about revolution, crucifixion.
Prof. Micha Peleg told me later that this unconscious painting resembled a Supernova. In the same period I painted the transition between conscious and unconscious (Life and Death?). I did not know when I painted it. I gave it to my stepmother on the last clear evening of her life. A cousin of my stepmother told me that it resembled a failed anesthesia near death experience. My mother told me that it resembled her near death experience, when my youngest sister was born. At that time I did not even know that I already had painted the departure of my father's soul in 2001. He died in 2009. I started to wonder whether I might be the Messiah.
Homo universalis (Leonardo da Vinci, Satie, Picasso, Miro, Klee, etc.), March 2003?
I rode my bicycle in the centre of Gouda. I passed by a small bookshop, which I had never visited. I was intuitively “pulled” inside. Entering the shop In the first bookstand I immediately saw right in the centre, a reduced price biography about the life of Leonardo da Vinci by Young. I have always wanted to be a “Homo universalis” (a round person: scientist, artist, father, partner). Leonardo da Vinci also had many scientific ideas. I had an inner voice in my childhood telling that I could be the best of the world if I knew in which area. Leonardo wanted to fly. I "flew" on 911 1964). Ronald Weijerstrass told me I had played as Karpov when I had calculated the following 18 moves in a game. At occasions, I played clearvoyant bridge like beating the later worldchampion Berry Westra with 17-0 imps.
At the Bijenkorf in Rotterdam I ran into bargain CD of Eric Satie. I felt immediately at home listening to his intuitive piano music. I have started to play a bit of intuitive piano music myself. I also ran into Hans Achterberg’book: “Werelden van tijd”, which I read in July: It taught me about the vision of Augustinus: City of God over 1000 years(?) and Keynes, 1930: Current world will need about 100 years to change to a harmonic integer world. Immorality is required to some extent to make the change. The West has been more successful because of its perfection of time management.
My intuitive paintings and drawings reminded other people of other painters. In 2009 I even paint the Scream for Love resembling Munch.
11-04-03 Marie Christine gave me a workshop about organisational awareness according to the principles of Bert Hellinger. Bauke de Boer gave the workshop. He is also very spiritual. He “knows” that he will become 104 years and that he has a mission to assist in repairing the pain of the slavery in Suriname. He and my sister made me realise there is a spiritual stream in society and it is no fiction.
15-04-03 Dutch Biotechnology symposium delivered several pieces of the puzzles to “Help saving the world” and become more tolerant/less critical. My cousin in law Prof. Hub Zwart gave a seminar. He makes clear to me that the development of science does not have to be logical. DR. Jan de Rooij, the chairman of the board of the Food Research Center, had suggested to read a particular book about this subject to accept the process of science. At the seminar of Hub Zwart I also found a possible explanation for the increased thrombosis risk of the hormone subsitution pill of Organon. The same day I obtained several pieces of the puzzle for my later anti-bioterrorism plan. Dr. Bennett, presentation about how to influence the public, (and coincidentally suffering from salmonellosis) provided a link to contact Simone Hertzberger (QA, Albert Hein).
20-04-03 Eastern morning, I became aware that I could really contribute to saving the world. We had a miraculous journey. My wife even had to remove a bull from the rail track to be on time at Schiphol. Checking-in our luggage we got plenty of opportunity to test the security system (pocket knife in hand-luggage, an accidentally switched-on mobile telephone (news item: mobile telephones can explode) in luggage. We made it and boarded KL 1575 to Athens. I developed the first ideas of a plan to stop the spread of viruses (amongst others SARS) and to prevent an bioterroristic attack during the Olympic games at Athens in 2004. Read my "Veiligheid and terrorisme" proposal on my website,
I made a quick scan of routes during the flight:
- Manual and open handling sandwiches
- Uncontrolled preparation fruit salads
- Air transmission: Coughing, airco
- Hand-hand contact, no disinfections
“Guidance”? Leaking Isostar bottle in overhead locker
- Cleaning plane in between flights
“Guidance”? Kamikaze attack by other plane (F16), near hit on our return flight KL 1576 on 04-05 2003
Sign? Item from newspaper: Leaking souvenir, gas injured 4.
I gave a handwritten draft plan to stewards. I called Prof. Stanley Brul (Swammerdam Institute Amsterdam) a few days later and I sent an e-mail with the outline of my plan to him and Prof. Cees van den Hondel. Because of my initiative, I was invited to a seminar of Kanetjan Alibekov (second man of the huge former biological USSR warfare programme in Amsterdam) on 04-05-03. He made me realise that we cannot prevent a bioterrorist attack. We could use the current efforts in bioterrorism to improve global health. I am now developing a project proposal to redirect the bioterrorism efforts to meet the real needs of society.
In 2009 Hans Suys (tennisclub Ad Astras ) explained to me how easy it is to break security of the bunker of atomic weapons.
By the way, I have a perfect training and background as undercover bioterrorist??
I was bullied as a child (developed hate against mankind). I studied Biology. I majored in microbiology (1977-1984). As a student I had temporary jobs: (one day at the catering of the KLM. I cleaned surgery rooms and noticed the discrimination of Muslims. I got a respected job in Food Microbiology at Unilever. I have had plenty of opportunity to learn about biological warfare microorganisms (e.g. Clostridium botulinum neurotoxin, Salmonella, E. coli O157, the hamburger bug). I have a perfect undercover. I am happily married in 1991. I have two daughters and I became member of the Lions in 2002. I visited the fundamentalistic town Blida in Algheria making friends for my life (Mohamed Flites and Kamel).
I started to read books of Jostein Gaarder in Greece. My family became interested in the World of Sophie because of a very nice series on the Dutch television:
1) World of Sophie.
Roman about the history of philosophy
I started to read this book in the second of week of our vacation (20-04 – 04-05 2003) in Greece. It taught me in six weeks time the direction of philosophy. We move to a restoration of the balance of power between man and wife, which was lost around 1500 BC. Current religions are dominated by males. In essence, testosterone, money and power driven, not enough care, not sustainable and not harmony driven, insufficient balance (Eastern religions: Yin and Yang, need for female influence).
The book mentions also Socrates being a “joker” asking too difficult and irritating questions in Athens in his quest for wisdom, the universal truth.
2009 I discover that I painted subconsciously the Joker in 2001 (see website www.tersteegmc.nl ) at Dick Visser in Gouda
Further leads:
Meeting with Anna Kortidou at Chrisso, Delphi 3-05-2003: Apollo drove Gaia (Goddess of the Earth, symbol of matriarchal religions) out of Delphi. He had to kill her guardian snake, the “Python”. Apollo did seven years of forced labour before he took control of Delphi.
Ode (idealistic magazine), old issue which I read after my vacation to Greece: Story about Abraham, father of Isaac (Jews) and Ismail (Muslim). Women were started to be perceived as blocking progress as Sara, Abraham’s wife, was not cooperative and considered herself too old for having Isaac. Ode was also in search for an inspirational person who can unify religions.
I perceived that I had to finish this book before June 15 (a magical date in the book), which turned out to be Father’s day in 2003. I felt an urge to come out about my role. Coming out gave a lot of tension and because my story was unbelievable, I received a diagnosis of hypomania with signs of psychosis.
2) Maia, the latest book of JG, a spiritual roman about the biological evolution and creation of the universe. It took “God” 15,000,000,000 years to evolve homo sapiens who could look backwards at the Big Bang (= creation).
The book ends with a manifest (Sign? I am currently developing a vision how to address local and global issues) and also describes the Joker, an angel, who has been trapped on earth. He wanders around, he observes, wonders and tries to understand. He thinks too much and too deep. (“My boss had falsely accused me of acting as a joker at a symposium, whilst Dr. Martin Michels, a former colleague and senior microbiologist, had even praised me.)
3) Kabalmysteriet (Het geheim van de Kaarten, “The Secret of the Cards”). JG wrote it in 1990 and I read in the second week of July.
The book presents magical stories within stories. It describes the journey of Hans Thomas,who travels with his father (his father has a peculiar hobby, he collects jokers of card stocks), to search his mother in Greece. He arrives at a small village, where he meets an old baker (turns out to be his grandfather, which appears to be a “Joker”, who guards a bottle of magical liquor and keeps beautiful multi-coloured goldfishes in bowls. The baker hands him a small book which you can only read with a magnifying glass. Hans Thomas gets a piece of glass of a midget. He can use it as a magnifying glass to read the book. Later, the piece of glass appears to have come out of the fish bowl standing in the window of the baker’s shop.. The booklet is about a magical island where playing cards have become alive and are addicted to the magical liquor (it makes you feel to taste the entire world in your body). It is about the miracle of creation and that people are now not aware and live superficially. Only a few persons appear to wonder (“jokers”).
Coincidence? My grandfather was a baker and he was clear-voyant. He died at the mailbox after posting two goodbye letters. My other grandfather kept aquaria, had training as colourist and was spiritual and belonged to the order of the Masons (‘Vrijmetselaars”). My father has had also supernatural experiences like my eldest sister, who has been tested and proven to have supernatural powers at the Tenhaeff Institute at Utrecht. My self, Emily and Laura have very recently taken up the baking tradition. The day after I read about the stack of jokers in the book I accidentally found a stack of jokers in a drawer in our cupboard. Before reading the book Emily and I had the plan to start a terrarium. (Emily (9) wrote a small thesis about the Chameleon = multi-coloured animal) or revive my old aquarium hobby. I had 3 aquaria on my room when I was a kid (under the roof of the house like the baker in JG’s book). I have one now at my study.
I pulled out two old aquaria, which I had been storing for a number of years on the ceiling . One was damaged and missed a piece of glass. I had to fix it with another piece of glass (the same week when I had read about the piece of glass which fitted in the fish bowl in Jostein Gaarder’s book???).
Coincidence? The 52 cards start to appear in the press. The 52 most wanted in Iraq and in Palestina. Saddam Hussein is the Ace of Spades.
Intermezzo: Joker, May 2003
I start to feel affinity with being the Joker.
My boss had accused me of acting like a joker as chairman at a conference in Oktober 2002 whilst former colleague and senior microbiologist (Drs. M. Michels at Unilever) even complimented me.
Socrates was considered a joker (words chosen by Jostein Gaarder in his book Sophie’s world), a non-conformist in his times. He had to die because he irritated the people in power. Unilever wanted to fire me in 2003 because I irritated the people in power and I am a whistle-blower. Socrates was forced to drink a cup with poison. I felt forced to start using psychopharmaca. Jesus was crucified because people in power did not like what he said. Unilever wanted to fire me.
- I had similar thoughts as Socrates when I was 15. A wise man knows that he does not know anything (Coincidentally, Laura, my daughter purchased the T-shirt with the exact proverb in Greece on 03-05-03 in Olympia. I used a hyperbolic function (y = 1/x: x represents actual knowledge, y what you think you know) to describe what you think you know and actually know. A fool thinks he knows everything. I wondered what would happen in infinity when the line of the wise man would cross the line of the fool.
- At the same day (03-05-2003) I had to purchase a T-shirt with a reduced version of the linear A, 2000 BC, found in Phaistos (Crete). The next day I “questioned the oracle at Delphi. I had an association what it could mean, a game. I had an e-mail discussion with Hedwig Roolvink about the interpretation of the disk of Phaistos. She explained one of the symbols on the disks which led me to Shamas (the God of the Sun). Prof. Micha Peleg told me that the Linear B had been cracked by an accountant. Problems can often be solved if you use an open mindset.
An increasing number of people start to name me a joker because I have too many ideas.
A joker is the most powerful card/stone and can help out and transform the game.
A joker makes jokes. I have always had a strong sense of humour.
Jostein Gaarder next book (Maia) mentions also the Joker who was an angel trapped on earth. His first book is also about jokers. The grandson of a baker who keeps multicoloured fish of a magical island in aquaria is a joker. I might be the grandson.
12-19/07/2003 Mont Fourche, France, Mozes, the Ten Commandments
In France, I suddenly dreamt about Mozes in the first night of a one week vacation. Coincidence or not, we are actually staying on the top of a small mountain. I have brought a stone to make a small sculpture. The stone is of green marble which I had collected on a beach in Greece on Eastern evening. At that time it felt like a gift of Poseidon to Gaia. It is meant to be a gift for my wife, Marie Christine. Mozes happened to work on a stone, when he was on his mountain. By the way, I tried to read the Magic Mountain of Thomas Mann. At a trip to Remiremont (17-07-03) my attention was pulled to the CD The Ten commandments in the CORA, a very huge shop. I have started to become interested in the moral guidelines of a unifying world religion.
I put a revised version of the 10 commandments on my website in 2009. I painted Mozes climbing the mountain in 2008. See "Tijd voor een Religie"
Coincidence? Articles in the news papers about the 10 Geboden (ten commandments) of my home town. Book of Walch (An unusual conversation with God) mentions that it are not the ten commandments but the Ten promises.
Coincidence? I noticed the threat of bioterrorism on 20-04-03. At 17-07-03 the Square before the town hall of Remiremont had to be empty because of a visit of the French premier. Terrorism cannot be stopped. I, an innocent father in shorts, did plant a plastic bag (not with a powder bomb) in the garbage can. I played with my daughters in the fountain. I did not leave a slow release capsule with Legionella. The forest fires in France, Portugal and British Columbia make also very clear that bioterrorism is dead simple. In fact, everybody is currently a bioterrorist unconsciously destroying the creation by overconsumption and sickening behaviour..
The weekend of 30/31-8-2003
I already knew about David against Goliath. This weekend I read about David versus King Saul and watched a bit of television coincidentally hearing about Mohammed versus Mekka. I observe parallels with my fight against Unilever in which nobody believes I can win and my environment thinks I am totally living outside the reality. I have started to align my forces but I know that I shall have to be merciful and forgive the sinners (a.o. my boss) and the food and drink industry (stimulating disease and behavioural disorders) because together we can improve the quality of life.
In Blida (Algheria) Oktober 10-23, 2009 and in the Netherlands afterwards, I take away the sins of the world symbolically. They are intense experiences at night because the Unitive Consciousness" (God) takes control and I do not know the end of the story: Dead or king.
In 2003 I had already started to forgive other sinners at work (deceit, lies, subsidy abuse, scientific misconduct). I gave one of them the benefit of doubt and started to work together again because another colleague (dr. Geke Naaktgeboren) told me that he had a severe communication disorder. Saddam Hussein and Slobodan Milosevic became what they are now because their youth was a hell. They need therapy like TBS-patients (rapists, serial killers) in the Netherlands (recent article in the NRC, interview with Nolten), who all are less to blame because of their terrible youth. Revolutionary therapeutic approaches (Bert Hellinger, a.o.) may help to relief the pain of victims and their offenders. Reading Bert Hellinger allowed me to better understand my parents and their sins. Most sins are done unconsciously. If people know, they might be able to prevent committing sins.
E.g. In 2010 our Christian democratic party still allows youngsters drinking alcohol despite the enormous damage to society.
May – August 2003
Continued spiritual change: I am increasingly becoming aware of the need of a sustainable healthy society. I start to change our eating habits purchasing organic produce. I buy paint for my faded polo-shirts instead of throwing the shirts away. I did fix 3 leaking aquaria. We have got rid of one car. I start to pick-up garbage. I have become a lot more aware of other people, become more helpful. Action is reaction. At shops I disliked going to I am friendly and friendliness is returned. I become increasingly aware of the miracles of nature in my direct environment.
I cannot do miracles myself (I cannot even get rid of small infections like otitis externa or tinea pedis or my belly or convince my wife) but I start to see more and more solutions or persons and their networks with solutions for global problems. The need to integrate Western and Eastern/alternative medicine or the synthesis between organic produce and modern biotechnology. People in my environment and their networks seem to be all pieces of an ultimate puzzle. I assume my role is to connect the pieces of the puzzle.
News items continue to make me wonder and make me think about possible solutions:
- Infrared sensors to detect feverish people with SARS
- A father who kills his kid whilst backing-up
- The notorious unsafe traffic and bad roads in Greece
- Anna’s Enquist campaign for dead angle mirrors
I develop the first outline of a solution to fully employ sensor technology to reduce car accidents, reduce traffic congestion and energy burden. Reduced insurance costs can finance the plan. It is a substantial contribution to reduce global heating.
Other recent examples of miracles in my direct environment:
My sister Anne Marie ter Steeg is specialised in revalidation. Pain can be between the ears. She has talked people out their wheel chairs. She can let some lame walk.
My idealistic sister Sabine is active in education. She fought against a negative school advice and a very low CITO-score (“SAT” test) of a gifted allochtone child of a black school. The teachers did not believe in the girl and did not even bother to teach her class on 8th grade level. My sister managed in a very short time that the girl could go to HAVO/VWO. Loraine Johnson, a woman with passion turns the worst school in NY (Harlem) into the best in 2 years time.
Jezus could walk on the water. I could in 2009 on ice. Walking on the water can be a visual trick. Roger Moore as James Bond even managed to walk over crocodiles. At my age (43) I can only swim very well under water ( 25 meters).
7-09-2003 I noticed that I passed the Einsteinstreet. I found a dice on my desk. That night I woke up with Einstein’s statement “God does not play dice” for my presentation. The acronym happens to be J.C……
My friend prof. Ronald Meester wrote once a book “Coincidence, the pseudonym of God”.
In 2004 and 2005 I suffered from a severe depression and experienced hell because I had to take medication because my environment did not accept my shift in reality. I had started to paint this shift in reality of 2003 in 1984, 2000 and 2001.
Recovery was slow but the intuitive brainpower slowly returned and my calling reemerged in fall 2008.
In 2008 and 2009 I realised I was Sinterklaas (see my contribution on rhyme about Judgement Day) on my website, the Christmasman I brougt a slide to her house. Aquarius, see my painting the birth of Aquarius, the Sandman, the Paashaas, Joker, King of Hearts, The Lion King ( I was president of the Lions in 2009), The Lion of Juda (Sp. pronounce like Koeda = Gouda) etc. In the mean time I changed into the future non-violent accepting King Servant (Pieterbaas = Pieter-Boss, Black Pete is the servant of Sinterklaas) who took away the sins of the world. In May 2010 I realise that my Joker Constructor is equivalent to the lauging Buddha
My plans for changing the world and mobilising the civilisation are never but nearly ready. My draft scheme for a new religion is ready. In Blida (Algeria, October 2009) I had to submit myself like Mohamed to the United Higher Conscious or God in five evening sessions. In Blida I started to write the soura’s of the new global religion. See under Gedichten on this website. My plans for a new world can be found in the publication sessions.
Time will stop. I painted already the End of Times in 2007.
Resurrection (2003)